OBE Details

Ok so apparently I promised I would dish out some of my experiences w/ OBE. Should never do things when I'm sleep deprived, lol.

Ok so the basic gist was this: This was a half lucid dream, half OBE. I think I was in gr12, at the height of puberty and raging hormones, or something of the like. I was having a nap that went a little overtime. Suddenly, I woke up, and I felt terrified for some reason. I couldn't control my body, and I felt like falling upwards. But I manage to somehow will myself out of bed, like a crippled person. I take a few steps. Stumble across the living room like a drunk, and then collapse back on the bed. Fell asleep.

After I woek up, my mother doesn't recall me sleepwalking.

So I guess that's an OBE?

when nothing comes easy, every accomplishment is a godsend.

what happens when you no longer have the strength to hate yourself?

what now?

When every day is a struggle, against all odds; when every day is a day where I push to the limits of my physical, mental, and moral fibre,

I suddenly don't feel so hopeless.

Yay.

question:

have you ever thought about a person, and thought to yourself: wow, this is an absolute case of a complete loser. no justification/mitigating factors possible...haha.

in other news, I am slowly dying from overexhaustion and drug abuse. 

...k, this is a post purely for lillz to see, and not all you math major losers. :P

if there's a conference, attend it.

pros:
- improve ur bullshitting/networking skills
- swag. obviously
- getting shitfaced w/ schulich/ivey/queen's ppl will increase ur job opportunities exponentially down the road. :P
- business ppl can party pretty hard. very hard.

cons:
- ur school marks will go down...probably exponentially too.
- no more time to get emo on blogs

back to failing at school...lalala.

the one good thing about pulling all nighters at the library is that when u stumble home at 2, there's a breathtaking view of the skies.

-ipod-

FAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHCK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

maybe I'm being too mean...but damn people can't negotiate these days. Do I really have to actually make them broke to make them refuse my offers? Accepting my friggin first offer....stupid.

UGH.

So i've written 100 posts....4 posts. ago.

...yay.