2009-03-31

Why I want to go into finance

So, this "debate" started when I was catching up with Lisa, and I discovered that she was very skeptical of the finance industry. It was a very good convos, and I think I personally learned a lot from the other side. Here are some of my key points from that, which I've reinforced a bit:

What is the meaning of life? Grand question perhaps, but I think it is necessary to establish this before we judge any societal function because if standards are inconsistent, judgements will be inconsistent. The idea put forth is that life and survival is where it starts. It's what apes were designed to do. It is what the rest of the animal kingdom was designed to do. Eat, survive, fuck, die. Hence, our work as a society is to achieve that end through collective means. Apes form family groups to hunt together and gather food together, so that each member can better feed themselves than if they were doing it alone. This efficiency of scale concept is quite intuitive to understand. Our economy, therefore, should promote activities so that our standard of living improve - in terms of shelter, food, etc.

However, when we look at the implications of this hypothesis, we see that it is quite incomplete, to say the least. It does not explain why the only industries we employ are the farming, housebuilding, and prostitution sector (basically, why Communism failed as a social institution) It does not explain the purpose of religion within societies. Or art. Point being, it is quite clear that societies work towards not only ensuring their members survive per se, but working towards creating value for its members: whether it is life (Aquafina), subsistence (KFC), aesthetic (Picasso), pleasure (Porn), spiritual (Scientology). I think creation of individual value is what societal organizations do try to achieve, and hence it's definitely a good criterion in judging societal organisms. Lisa should agree with me up to this point in principle...lol?

However, there are huge problems with applying this definition, which is why I find that is often abused in application. First of all, I've highlighted some of the possible sources of value, but that is certainly not an exhaustive list. Not only have I not included knowledge, I haven't even gotten started on metaphysical knowledge. Whether it is interpreting the past, or hypothesizing on the future, a crucial point I want to make is that value not only comes from things we know we know, but also from things we know we don't know, and even things we don't know we don't know. Sorry for pulling a Rumsfeld, but it's true. The latter thing is actually one of the most valuable things to us as a society - why do you think innovation and productivity are such important factors in economic growth? why do you think we pour billions in R&D even though theoretically, the probability of average success is an infinitesimally small, unknowable number? And don't dispute this one - the fact is, the probability of another Einstein, another groundbreaking theory, does not come in a quantifiable probability, every so number of years. This chaotic nature of human discovery has huge value, and is something none of us individually have the authority to quantify. The second problem with application, is that individuals have different preferences for different values. So what is valuable to one is complete garbage to another. Can we reconcile that with an economic system? Or should it be that if I find all asian pop complete aesthetic bullshit, I can then judge asian pop singers to be a waste of societal resources?

And this comes to the crux of my argument against Lisa's. Money does attempt to "measure value" as efficiently as possible. It's not very good, and yes, the link between money and "producing something valuable" is lost upon the minds of most people. The fact that I have to write this long on the philosophy of finance speaks to that fact, I think, that the overall nature of financial institutions is hard to conceptualize. But first all, I don't think it matters if people don't make that mental connection during every transaction. As long as the money connects in proportion to value, money will do the invisible thinking for humans.

So the issue of is whether money does connect in proportion to value. This is where I take issue. Lisa primed her judgement of value with the "life and survival" quote. It presupposes the value is only derived from survival of self. I'm pretty sure you agree with me when I say that is definitely not the only value we need to judge upon. Which is why individuals should not be making that judgement anyways. In case you object to the fact that an inanimate object is doing the thinking of us, when the judgment of value is collectivized, we reach a fair conclusion of value that takes into all of our own judgements, as well as values from sources that we might not have thought of yet, or might have undervalued. It is a democracy of knowledge and information, in essence. And empirical evidence seems to show that despite how stupid people are most of the time, collective action is better than elitist judgment.

So, let's take my standards and apply it to the finance industry, whom I know we all love. :) Now, I'm guessing we're gonna talk about proprietary trading and speculation, because that's what everyone likes to bitch about. And a little a bit about financial engineering? I'll leave out investment banking, fund management, and sales for simplicity. Ok let's say financial instruments are used exclusively for speculation rather than hedging, because everyone is greedy and risk-loving. Then on a theoretical basis, it is zero-sum to the parties involved. One person's gain is another's loss. They gain nothing on average because their risk preference is exactly the same. You can argue that it is a casino then, with no entertainment value to society. However, it is not. Back to my rumsfeld point: a casino involves discrete, knowable, probabilities. These people make money off of unknowable probabilities...of the future! However, by buying and selling these assets, they are unwillingly disclosing information to a broader system, one that benefits society greatly. In that regard, the value from speculation is the externality to society in terms of information - it provides insight into that dark abyss of unknowable knowledge. Why do you think the stock market is touted as a 7 month leading indicator of over economic activity? And because of options, now we can quantify society risk tolerance based on an options index - no more looking at historical data bullshit. In that case, a purely zero-sum game does have societal value: it is a hybrid between a gladatorial game and a van Gogh, a work of art. To the parties involved, it is you win/I lose. To us though, it provides amazing insights into what we as a society are about. And we can throw rocks at them too when we hate them. And just as well known artists are compensated well for their brilliant/mediocre creations, I think financial engineers should be too.

So in conclusion, does the financial industry add much to the world? In real terms, no, it doesn't. In other words, Shakespeare is just your average bullshit playwright. Picasso is just some random ADHD doodler. Van Gogh is just your 18th century emo motherfucker. And your university is definitely not worth all the hype and research money dumped in its puzzling endeavours. But I think when we value human contribution is such simplistic terms, when we don't quantify future, unknowable benefits; when we stress upon current, deterministic, discountable, tangible benefits, we risk making our own minds a bit more asinine.

Yes, physics and biology and stats are all interesting, but you're assuming everyone has the same preference to each field based on challenge. The fact is, finance involves larger risk, and larger payoffs. And it is a field where you always have to question the value of your contributions, instead of taking it for granted. I realize everyone is different, but this is something that I prefer, and I'm fine if noone else is. Feelings are not something I can trust.

Regards.

20 Things


I wrote this a while back when this was still a fad. Did not feel like posting it on facebook. Enjoy.

20 Things about Steven
  1. I am truly embarrassed I’m actually following this fad.
  2. That being said, I do enjoy anything random. There’s always a strange beauty, I find, in chaos. So hopefully, these articles follow that format.
  3. So far, university life feels like juggling grenades. It looks and feels spectacular, until you blow yourself up. But that’s why it’s fun. 
  4. I have an affinity (but not a knack) for wry humour. Sadly, this humour is not in vogue. Hence, cheekiness has gotten me in quagmires quite a few times.
  5. For the life of me, I cannot stand caramel, but I can eat chocolate with nuts all day. Suck on that, allergenic people.
  6. I cannot figure out the taste value of raw fish. Nor cannot I figure out the premium associated in inefficiently wrapping cold rice in a cylindrical shape. In summary: sushi is overrated.
  7. This is taking a long time to write. That probably means I’m starting to think too much.
  8. I’m a stickler for proper punctuation. Periods ftw.
  9. I have probably the worst sleep diligence amongst all of you.
  10. My policy on drugs and consumerism is, if I’m going to waste my life away on useless shit, the least I require is that I waste it on classy useless shit – wine, cigar, and a Hugo Boss jacket, that’s the way to go. Thank god I’m broke as fuck right now.
  11. That being said, music is probably my hugest addiction right now. I cannot think about anything without something blasting in my ear. As well, individuality (aka eccentricity) is pretty important to me, so if you start liking too many songs I like, I get annoyed.
  12. If I despise you, it’s probably because I really respect you. What does that imply?
  13. Minimalism is the spice of life. I love to savour the lack of details.
  14. I have a lot of old clothes that are just plain ugly and too small. Sadly, I’m also Asian: hence, I don’t feel conscientious enough to give my sweatshop, 5-cent-made, swag t-shirts, to drug addict hobos freezing on the streets of Toronto. Sadly, I’m probably doing all parties a favour. Go figure.
  15. I am a huge Bose fanboy, which probably means my brains will eventually be turned into mush through the constant barrage of sound waves.
  16. My black belt still has not proved useful so far in my life. I guess this means I’m too much of a pussy? Should start some bar fights.
  17. I subconsciously fear heights; I fall off airplanes all the time in my nightmares. Rollercoasters and mountain-climbing have been fine, though. Try skydiving soon?
  18. Places to visit before rotting away in a dirt mound: Pakistan, UAE, Morocco, Italy, Venezuela, Australia, Kenya
  19. I sometimes know exactly what type of person I am. Other times, I would have no clue. That happened somewhere between 10 and 18. Yes, I just made that shit up.
  20. I relish in and enjoy accepting the ironies in life. This has gotten me into some awkward situations as well.
  21. I firmly believe that the most truly happy and successful people in life are optimistic cynics.
  22. That’s a lie: I don’t believe in the concept of believing. There's something to be said about being an anal empiricist when everyone is talking about touchy-feely things.
  23. I love any art, in any medium, that makes no sense. 
  24. I probably should have some thoughts on true love too, to wrap up this list. But 22) limits the amount of material I can speak on the subject.
  25. Yes, I realize I’m only supposed to have 20. You can stop being smug now.
Reply to finance article coming up.

2009-03-29

You know when there are those days...when you wake up and only despair, exhaustion, and regret washes over your body like can of molasses?

Well, this is one of those days.

2009-03-25

It's hilarious how some of my most brilliant ideas come to mind when I'm on the toilet.

- secrets to successful interviews - a win for Steven

2009-03-24

uber stress mode.

2009-03-22

I didn't know it was possible to strain an ass muscle.

Fuck that hurts.

2009-03-18

Short term desires for shameless consumption :

http://www.bose.ca/controller?url=/shop_online/headphones/noise_cancelling_headphones/quietcomfort_3/index.jsp
http://www.dpreview.com/news/0602/06022114canoneos30d.asp

Let it be known.
So this is the first time I've gone out drinking on a Tuesday. Gotta thank the Irish for that one.

Happy belated St. Patties every1.

2009-03-15

i had a subtle change to this account. i think you'd be pleased, lisa. :)

2009-03-14

OBE Details

Ok so apparently I promised I would dish out some of my experiences w/ OBE. Should never do things when I'm sleep deprived, lol.

Ok so the basic gist was this: This was a half lucid dream, half OBE. I think I was in gr12, at the height of puberty and raging hormones, or something of the like. I was having a nap that went a little overtime. Suddenly, I woke up, and I felt terrified for some reason. I couldn't control my body, and I felt like falling upwards. But I manage to somehow will myself out of bed, like a crippled person. I take a few steps. Stumble across the living room like a drunk, and then collapse back on the bed. Fell asleep.

After I woek up, my mother doesn't recall me sleepwalking.

So I guess that's an OBE?
when nothing comes easy, every accomplishment is a godsend.

2009-03-12

what happens when you no longer have the strength to hate yourself?

what now?

2009-03-10

When every day is a struggle, against all odds; when every day is a day where I push to the limits of my physical, mental, and moral fibre,

I suddenly don't feel so hopeless.

Yay.

2009-03-09

question:

have you ever thought about a person, and thought to yourself: wow, this is an absolute case of a complete loser. no justification/mitigating factors possible...haha.

in other news, I am slowly dying from overexhaustion and drug abuse. 

2009-03-08

...k, this is a post purely for lillz to see, and not all you math major losers. :P

if there's a conference, attend it.

pros:
- improve ur bullshitting/networking skills
- swag. obviously
- getting shitfaced w/ schulich/ivey/queen's ppl will increase ur job opportunities exponentially down the road. :P
- business ppl can party pretty hard. very hard.

cons:
- ur school marks will go down...probably exponentially too.
- no more time to get emo on blogs

back to failing at school...lalala.

2009-03-04

the one good thing about pulling all nighters at the library is that when u stumble home at 2, there's a breathtaking view of the skies.

-ipod-

2009-03-03

FAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHCK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-03-01

maybe I'm being too mean...but damn people can't negotiate these days. Do I really have to actually make them broke to make them refuse my offers? Accepting my friggin first offer....stupid.

UGH.