Lyrics follow:

I only smoke weed when I need to
And I need to get some rest
I confess, I burnt a hole in the mattress
Yes, yes, it was me, I plead guilty
And on the count of three I pull back the duvet
Make my way to the refrigerator
One dry potato inside, no lie
Not even bread, jam
When the light above my head went bam!
I can't sleep, something's all over me
Greasy, insomnia please release me
And let me dream about making mad love on the heath
Tearing off tights with my teeth
But there's no relief
I'm wide awake in my kitchen
It's dark and I'm lonely
Oh, if I could only get some sleep
Creeky noises make my skin creep
I need to get some sleep
I can't get no sleep....

In the past month --

I've gotten more smart, but I'm more stupid about it.
I might've gotten more sensitive, but I'm more insensitive to it.
I've gotten more open, but I'm more closed about it.
I've gotten more productive, but I'm more lazy to employ it.

Alas.

Alright my emo blog's back online now. Enjoy.

How surreal!

Sometimes things go so fast you never stop to think of the bizarity of it all.

I just picked up my lab manual, and stared at the cover incomprehensively for one second until I realized it was the Queen's logo.

It's strange...I'm at Queen's somehow. It's not regret here - far from it. It's...just that I started thinking about this from a new perspective. I suddenly realize that I'm 200km away from Toronto, in Kingston....studying....commerce.

It's really not the same as I thought it before. I feel attached and detached at the same time....it's like an out-of-body experience. Hmmm....

Haven't posted here in a while.

Ok, so now I'm almost done three weeks of University. It's ridiculous how fast time flies around here. Ah well.

Queen's is definitely a blast. There's a lot to do, and just too little time to do it.

But obviously for this I need to boost up my level of self-control considerably more.

This is going to take some finesse. Hmm.

Some photos are up. It's on my facebook account.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=22642&id=503515539&ref=mf

I.
LOVE.
COMMERCE.

W0000000000000000000000T COMMERCE IS THE SHIT BABY!!

Alright.

One conclusion after today.

Frosh is the MOST FUCKING AMAZING THING EVERRRRRRRRRRR

fuck yes. It's so awesome, I can't even say anything about it. For one, I'm too tired and more Frosh is tomorrow so I can't miss that. Secondly, I'm probably bound to secrecy anyway.

But now I am sure I made the right choice.

Ok..honestly.
Um...residence orientation is a bit slow. There were some good parts, including an awesome karaoke night =D I missed a 1000+ ppl dance cause of a work study application, so that's gay. UGHHHHHH.

But yeah, I haven't gotten hammered yet. Which is....pretty....out of the norm? LOL there is a huge pressure to drink here. Almost everyone has fake IDs. A lot of tequilas and tennessees =P

But tomorrow is when THE INSANE SHIT STARTS!!!!! YEAHHHHHHHH GO COMMERCE '11 w0000000000t FUCKING KICKASS SHORT SHORTS ^^

This is the taste of Queen's pride.

Hopefully I can figure out how to upload pics sometime soon. I need to get some BAT -studying + zzz's done.

Day 1: Orientation day
Most of the day was spent letting Frosh move in, and going over the rules of res. Overall, pretty boring day, haha. Interesting floormates. Anna directly 1 floor below me.

Appropriately, the last mackenzie person I said goodbye to is the first person I met at high school.

A very coincidental but neat way to end this chapter.

Goodbye! -tears-

lol.